Less puking, more praying

Just made the conscious realization that with each step of this process - the email from Lourdes, booking the flight, giving my notice, waiting to hear about housing - I have spent the first 24 hours in a panic and feeling sick to my stomach. Then, after I panic and can't sleep and drive myself into a frenzy, I FINALLY realize that God is in control and I need to hand over the control to Him. Now that I am conscious of this, I need to hand over the control faster and skip the whole panic/nauseous stage. Might be a lifetime process, but it's a goal worth the effort!