I cried until 4 am. My eyes are sore and I have that headache you get from crying. That came last night. This morning I woke up knowing this whole thing is in God's hands, but I also had a plan about how I could move forward.
Unfortunately, my plan was thwarted due to the rain. It hasn't rained in weeks. Maybe months? But this morning it rained right at the time that I would have had the opportunity to make my move. I am happy for the rain because we need it so much, but it also keeps people inside. So I wasn't surprised that I couldn't put my plan into action today. Well, all in God's time.
This morning God gave me this verse regarding the situation:
I also called Betsy from Jericho Ministries to check in with her about how her week of prayer has been going. She didn't answer the phone so I left a message. I told her that I feel God leading me to serve the kids I already know and love, and that I have figured out a way to do that which is (relatively) safe for me. I told her I will finish out our week of prayer and am interested to hear what she is hearing from God.